Chapter 330
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SEBASTIAN.
This is fucking happening, this is real.
I open the door to her bedroom, forcing myself to break away just long enough to make sure I’ve locked
the door properly. I don’t need anything to stop me from devouring and claiming her tonight.
Her touch sends rivets of fire through me, and I’m hard for her already. I turn us, pushing her up against
the now locked door, capturing her lips once again. She moans breathlessly, kissing me back with
equal hunger.
This is a moment I have dreamed of for years and wished for… but now that it’s here, I’m barely able to
comprehend the intense storm of emotions that are hitting me like a landslide.
Gratefulness, excitement, desire, pleasure, love… and some that make me feel terrified, although I will
never admit it.
but
The fear and uncertainty that I might hurt her again ripples through me, deep down, I know I won’t. No
matter what, this time I’ll do it right. I’ve watched and observed calmly for the last five years, seen the
woman she is, for who she is.
A strong, confident, independent woman who deserves to be cherished. One who can make her own
decisions. One who goes above and beyond to take care of
others.
I’ve caused her enough pain. My secrets and lies have cost us both and I have. reflected enough.
Understanding her pain and the heartbreak and learning from it, even if we weren’t together, I tried to
be the best co–parent, giving her the space that she needed and the respect that she deserved.
This time I will not mess it up. Not again.
With every caress of our lips against one another’s, I’m losing control of every ounce of willpower and
self–control I have had for the last five years.
This is the woman that was made for me, the woman that makes me want to bend my knee to her and
lower my head and vow to never hurt her again…
I kiss her cheek, trailing soft slow kisses down her jaw and along her ear, sucking on the tip tenderly. /
But that is a promise I have made to myself for years, a promise that I will not break…
+15 BONUS
Our hearts are like two drums beating to one rhythm…
Her hands rake through my hair, a reminder of all the times she would comb her fingers through it after
I returned from a long day’s work… not once asking for anything in return.
I claim her lips once more, no longer able to hold back the floodgates on my barrier, and when I slip my
tongue into her mouth, I feel hers feel our emotions. bleed and merge as one.
Moving away from the wall, I carry her to the bed, placing her on it like a treasure I dare not break, but
at the same time one that is making me lose myself.
For a moment I stare into her burning orange eyes, softly moving her hair back before I kiss her softly,
yet deeply. Almost as if I’m afraid of this turning out to be a dream or that she might change her mind.
But instead, she smiles up at me softly, her creamy skin glowing with a hint of a blush, her legs pressed
against my sides as I kneel between hers.
I love you.
‘I love you, Foxie.‘
“I love you too,” she whispers back as she reaches down, tugging my shirt up and I help her pull it over
my head, tossing it aside as she rakes her hands down my chest and abs, her eyes darkening as her
gaze follows her hands, enjoying herself.
She slowly licks her lips, running her hand even lower, down my V and making me throb hard as her
hands inch closer to my dick.
I bite back a groan, but the moment her hand runs down over my sweatpants and over my cock, she
cups my balls, making me swallow hard as pleasure rushes through me.
Fuck yes…
I can already feel myself leaking precum. It’s been far too long and getting off to the thought of her was
nowhere as near as intoxicating as having her touch me.
She whimpers as she runs her hands up and down my cock and I grab her wrist, pinning it back
against the bed before lacing my fingers with hers.